Honest Confession

I didn’t plan on writing this one but maybe I just wanted to pour my heart out and I hope you will understand me.

Most of you might not have noticed but I stopped blogging for almost a year. I just published a blog last month ( to not make it another year) so, if you haven’t read it, please do! It would mean a lot to me. Some of my friends and close family members asked me quite a few times about my blog and the reason… Why I didn’t post for so long? I told most of them that it was because of my boards (which was partly true) but that was not all.

I am someone who feels important to have a healthy relationship with myself ( its like any other relationship it has to be maintained constantly) and I also write alot about positivity and being strong in difficult situations. Even when I wish someone on their birthday…. I dont wish them love,light and happiness, all that is secondary and everybody else is going to wish you that but in my wish I make sure to mention and tell the person to be strong and courageous.

I believed that the relationship I had with myself was super solid and nobody or no situation can ever shatter the bond I have with myself.

Staying positive and being strong all the time is not possible but what matters is that, Did we stay positive or strong when we required to be that the most? My answer would be No. I have realised that telling and talking about being strong is much easier than being strong on dark days. Some moments make us love ourselves and some make us hate ourselves…. Maybe I lost my balance for a while, Problem starts when hatred overweighs love.

I lost my balance for sometime and I am still trying to figure it out. Today I managed to share my honest feelings with all of you, that’s a step ahead for me. Showing courage and telling how I really feel….

To all of you out there who are dealing with anything. You have all my good wishes ( and sending lots of strength your way….). There is always hope! Hang in there buddy!

Please tell me your story, if you have felt hopeless or anything less about yourself and how you deal with that…. It would help me alot! Feel free to talk!

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